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~ ME NO WANT TO BE IN WV ANYMORE~ [25 Apr 2005|09:14pm] So I got in this morning and im already tired of being here.. I miss my Heather and I miss Kari shit man I even miss Stephanie and thats sad.. My mom has done nothing but constantly bitch since ive been here.... { 2 } <3

mhmmm [19 Apr 2005|09:01pm] [ mood | loved ] [ music | Sevendust~Enemy ] what up motha fackos!!! Ok let start out at yesterday well to make a long story short,i had a 3 sum with heather an kari. Heather just had the lower part an kari had every thing eles but i dont need to get in to detals because people who "say" they want me out of there life dont wanna read this even know they really shouldent be reading it any way! an then Kari was high an gave me a lap dance! it was niiccee!! so after that i walked kari home an we made a little "pit stop" at theis benches behind the libray, an then had another little hold up in front of karis house! Kari is tryin to spice things up a bit so that nice was mhmmm nice! so today i went over to Karis an we just chilled for awail i meet her parents an her sister an even the grandparents came over! so 1st we went to the park an played in this tree house thing in the woods. An then we chilling the the front porch for awail an then Kari cut my hair! an then we went an got some ice cream!! an then we started watchin the lion king 2 lol an Kari called heather for like the 10th time an she finily answered an wanted me to go back to her house cause she was bored. So it was a cool day we had fun i love Kari soo much! Oh yea....Jess, dont comment this or no more of my entrys for that matter! if you want me out of your life, trust me i want you out of mine too. So stop reading my journal all together, your a pain in my ass an your a "waste of space" Well...I think im just ganna take you off my friends list This is the last im talkin about you in my journal I love Kari Elizabeth { 4 } <3

[19 Apr 2005|11:42am] [ mood | bouncy ] I LOVE KARI!!!mhmm lol i got bored i got to get ready to walk back over to the house in a few cause they are going to kick me off these computers..... then when i get home imma call kari and see if she will come out side and play with me lol woohoo..oh yeah heather got really drunk last night and me her val and Ooghe went and played on the swings at the grade school... yeah yeah im a dork but kari loves me so thats all that matters.... I thought kari broke up with me the other day so i cried in front of her but i told her i put spit in my eyes lol i didnt want her to know i was crying but she did anyhow... It feels good to be able to hold someone and know they arent thinking of someone else or at least it seems they arent thinking of someone else... it all feels like a dream and im just waiting to wake up or something but hey if it is a dream i dont ever want to wake up.. I cant even try to explain how much I love kari because the words wont come out.. She thinks im confused but im not I know shes the one I want...but anyways enough rambling on about that.... Imma go and walk back to the house and call my love.. LATA.. AMBER LOVES KARI!!!... <3

[19 Apr 2005|11:15am] [ mood | bored ] Im sitting at this god forsaken library waiting on my aim to load up so i can see if tasha is online to get her to call billy joe for me.. Jessy doesnt like kari at all but i dont care.. Kari makes me happy and thats all that matters to me is that she makes me happy.. Then jessy tells me that courtney is cuter than me well sure if you think people that have an eating disorder is cute than power to you.. Its just the thought that ive moved on from her that makes her angry... but im going i just wanted to update to let everyone know im still alive just been really busy oh and yeah i got my lip pierced mhmm.. im out.. { 7 } <3

[11 Apr 2005|12:44pm] [ mood | crazy ] NOOKIE NOOKIE NOOKIE!!! <3 too bad for jealous people! :Þ { 4 } <3

^_____^ [10 Apr 2005|08:20pm] [ mood | loved ] [ music | HIM~Join Me ] I love Kari <3 An i love heather!  im ganna stay here forever hoes!  an if you dont like it im sorry!  :-\  lol   heather amber an kari My girl <3 hehehe my best friend (here) ^__^ I love her! awww lol   an oh yea guys i have pink hair now lol im im gettin my lip pierced { 3 } <3

[08 Apr 2005|06:43pm] [ mood | bouncy ] [ music | Anna Nalick-Breath ] So i went and hung out in kari's yard with her for alittle while today cause her mom wouldnt let her come over and all that so i just hung out there.. we talked for alittle bit about random shit about what makes us happy and all of that goodness.. And there for the longest time i didnt think i could ever be happy cause i was always either upset or depressed over something but now its like im smiling all the time.. for the past month or two ive been really down and didnt want to trust anyone because ive been hurt so many times.... Then I like hung out with kari and alot has changed alot of feelings have developed in a short amount of time and its weird because there for the longest time all Ive known was jessy.. So now its like Im trying to open up to Kari and take a risk of getting hurt im not saying she'd hurt me intentionally but you know her feelings can change over time.. Not saying that there going too.. Anyways.. I love her thats all i know for sure and she does make me very happy because she doesnt try to change me or control me.. But there is alot more to her that makes me love her than just that.. { 1 } <3

[08 Apr 2005|01:14pm] [ mood | contemplative ] [ music | disturbed-sickness ] ive been in Michigan for about a week maybe and so far its been a pretty good trip i have like this kickass girlfriend that i hang out with constantly.. I have the greatest friend ever like seriously im soo much happier here than ive been anywhere else.. but it all seems to good to be true like im waiting for something to go wrong since my karma sucks ass and all like im expecting to get hurt and i kinda distance myself from people to keep that from happening and I know i shouldnt do that.. oh well we'll see what happens.. { 1 } <3

me and my homes.. [08 Apr 2005|11:32am] { 1 } <3

~MY WONDERFUL DAY IN PARADISE!~ [07 Apr 2005|10:06pm] I GOT NOOKIE ON THE SIDE OF HEATHERS HOUSE!!anyways i dont think im going to go home.. k the end lata.. AMBER <3 KARI.. { 2 } <3

[07 Apr 2005|11:40am] [ mood | happy ] [ music | The Used- I caught fire. ] So ive been out in MI for a couple of days and at first it was dramatic as fuck like seriously...Tiffany kept flipping out on me and all this shit so that had to go i couldnt deal with it...Then me and Heather and Jade went and picked up Kari and she and I fixed things so were together... Even though Tiffany tried to make it so we wouldnt be but hey its all good cause I love kari... Ive hung out with Kari for the past two days up until like 11 at night which is kick ass... Yesterday was like the greatest day ever MHMM!!!Im suppost to be leaving friday but they want me to stay longer so i dont know whats going on.... So uhh this is for Tiffany ME AND KARI HAD SEX or in the words of KARI MADE LOVE CAUSE IT SOUNDS BETTER but either way yeah uhhh so you need to tell ur sources that i know for a fact that she doesnt get around too much cause i can barely fit two fingers in her.. SORRY BABY! As for the drama its gone nomore dramatic incidents while im here.. anways im out ho's peace I <3 Kari... { 5 } <3

Mhmmm!!! (NO DRAMA NOW) [05 Apr 2005|11:57pm] [ mood | happy ] { 5 } <3

~GODDAMN HOW CUTE THESE PEEPS ARE~ [29 Mar 2005|03:31pm] [ mood | bouncy ] [ music | Twizted-Redneck Ho 99 ] My Kittie.. ..arent they cute as hell together? .......Yeah Shes A Hottie!! .... Katy showing me some love.. .....FUCKING WANKSTA! ....Aww Kari... { 2 } <3

[28 Mar 2005|04:41pm] [ mood | blah ] [ music | Lacuna Coil-Heavens A Lie ] Yesterday was my daddy's birthday so my mom was all sad and shit.. It was pretty much a sad ass day where noone wanted to do shit but sit around and cry their fucking eyeballs out.. Im talking to katy online right now mhmm she loves calling me names.. But its okay cause the world does it.. Today me and jessy kinda got into it yeah were like a married couple at times but its okay though... <3

~my kari~ [28 Mar 2005|02:16am] [ mood | ditzy ] [ music | 311~love song ]  Kari made this for me! <3

[27 Mar 2005|11:59am] [ mood | bored ] [ music | TIM MCGRAW/NELLY-OVER AND OVER ] I LOVE YOU PUNK...<3 { 1 } <3

[27 Mar 2005|12:35am] [ mood | sleepy ] [ music | The Used-Buried Myself Alive ] <3

[26 Mar 2005|11:14pm] You are a dark girl. You have a really quiet and really a i dont' care attitude. You like to be alone and that is what you enjoy. You don't like to be around others and you'd rather be away from here. You have a get away from me look and others find you bitchy and self-rigious. You'd rather read than be at a fair but that's ok because that's who you are. Who are you inside????? (LOTS OF RESULTS)girls only brought to you by Quizilla { 1 } <3

[26 Mar 2005|09:57pm] [ music | korn-another brick in the wall ] <3

my hottie [26 Mar 2005|08:04pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | Queens Of the Stone Age-Noone Knows ] <3

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